Robin’s Background
Robin was born to a Minor Noble mixed elf father and mother. Her father was silver/high elf and her mother was a silver /woodelf mix. It was an arranged marriage, as is normal in the Elven Court, with both parties having lovers on the side. On her father’s side she was groomed for the Court, on her mother’s she was taught the ways of the forest and of hunting. She never had money of her own as her father pretty much lived on his title and did little else. To keep up appearances he made certain his only daughter and heir had all the trappings of wealth and the education. Her only escape from the tedium was her mother’s trips into the forest where her dresses were set aside for clothing made of animal skins. Robin associated herself more with the wildness of the forest than with the formality of the court, but never did fit perfectly into either world.
On her 100th birthday, the age of her majority, it was announced that her mother was again pregnant, a pregnancy that would last a full two years. After the first year it would be found that the child was to be a boy. During this time Robin’s father began searching for a suitor for his daughter. Robin in the meantime became a close friend to one of his father’s Mistress’ and learned from her what the other meaning of the word was. She wasn’t strict with Robin but did teach her the ways of knots and cuffs. She was also a switch so Robin got to practice what she was being taught on her teacher.
Sadly Robin’s mother and the child she was carrying both passed away in labor. None of her father’s mistresses were suitable as brides so his search for a suitor for his daughter changed focus to a search for a new bride for himself. Robin in the meantime grieved for her mother and lost little brother. She spent more time with her favorite of her father’s mistresses and wandered the forests on her own.
Ten years later Robin’s father found his bride and brought her home. At first she was sickly sweet and gave Robin an uneasy feeling. Shortly after his marriage she began finding fault with his various Mistresses and began having him send them away, Robin’s favorite lasted the longest. Even though Robin was twelve years into her adulthood her new mother tried to restrict her and make a proper lady of her. Robin spent more and more time in the forest, even venturing beyond into the lands of the humans. Although she still made the required appearances in court it was curiosity and adventure that became the ruling forces in her life.
When Robin turned 125 years old it was announced whom she would marry. He was a pureblood High Elf. He was polite and kind while he visited their lands but after overhearing a private conversation between he and her new mother about how he would tame Robin’s wild spirit, Robin decided it was time to leave. It was early fall when Robin said goodbye to her father and slipped quietly out of her father’s castle following the animals migrating to the south. She left her Elven name behind and took on the more human name of Sleydon.
One of her first encounters was with the City of Tharna where she tried to embrace her sub side. She was told she was good at heeling, but that very quickly became boring so she left. She soon found herself at a playground aptly called ENSLAVED where she met JW Randt. He taught her the ways of the collar and tried to help her find the Mistress she as looking for by having her stand and wait at some odd place she had never heard of and probably could never find again. So she went back to ENSLAVED and met Daniel Wonder who helped her learn the wonders of RLV.
It wasn’t long after that she ran into Stevie Hanly who introduced her Toy Ceriaptrix, who Robin now lives with and refers to as Mistress Toy. She also met a catman, named Jisper. They became fast friends and Robin began looking at him as her over protective little brother. She began emulating his look to some degree, using magical ears, tail and now whiskers. He introduced to ways of the vampires and she became a Blood Doll in the clan known as The Damned Sinners.
"Jisper and I were friends before he became a Blood Doll with The Damned Sinners. He got me interested but at first it was purely curiosity. I had a fear of vampires because of a number of unsolicteded bite attempts, especially at the freebie shops I frequented.
One particular day while I was with Jisper a vampire tried to bite me while I was rezzing at Sarah Nerds. I reported her to the site manager, but wanted to tell her what I had done. Unfortuneatly we did not speak the same language so Jisper look up where to get a language translator. As we were rezzing there another vampire made 6 or 7 bites attempts. I reported him as well. It was shortly thereafter that we ran into a noob Halo Aries. He wanted a girlfriend because he said he never had one. I told him I would not be his girlfriend but did friend him and gave him a LM to a place he might be able to find one.
Time went by and I heard from Halo infrequently though IM, but never saw him. One day I was introduced to Jisper's then liege Kimmie Snowpaw. She was very pretty and we hit it off well. I showed her some of my favorite places and we played with some of the toys there. She wanted to know about collars so I took her to the Temple of The Collar. Halo had IMed me several times and want to see me. I asked Kimmie and we though that woth her being a vampire we might be able to scare him off.
I TPed him in and right away I knew something was different about him, someone had done an extreme makeover. I told Kimmie he looked different, and right after he tried to bite me. Then he tried to bite Kimmie. I asked him why and he said he wanted a girlfriend. Kimmie was bringing in her fiance, Grim, while I was telling Halo off and unfriending him.
Grim arrived with two others and Grim pulled out some sort of weapon and used it on Halo. I started IMing some of my friends as the site manager came on and warned both Grim and Halo that they both better knock it off or be ejected.
Things settled down and one of Grim's friends asked if it worked and Grim replied "yes."
Jisper arrived and then Orkella, now Mistress Orkella, I think in that order, but I can'rt remember. I thought the two that came with Grim were members of the Damned Sinners, but Jisper remembers one of them asking Grim if he was going to ever play Legacy again. Anyway the most important part of this was Grim asking me to become House Bitch for his new castle. This didn't sit well with me as I had started out in Gor and have no plans on going back, hated it there. I told him I felt kind of bitchy but really didn't want to. The site manager was still on and said "poke her with sticks till she decides."
I asked Kimmie a day or two later about what Grim thought and was told he thought it was cheating.
After that I was invited out dancing with Kimmie and Jisper but their was no real talking except between jisper and myself. So I began looking elsewhere for a soul guardian, as I thought Kimmie was leaving the clan to go with Grim I didn't want my soul going someplace else.
Awhile later I met Phill, who I had head nothing but good things about. When I met the King later that weekend Jisper went into the room with me to fill out 'the form' and Phill kept in contact though IM. King Austin said he mostly wanted to know my skills and what I wanted to learn, but kept grilling me about my profile, he didn't like the term owned in it. He told me at first I had to change it, but Phill jumped on that as a freedom of speech issue and it was the first thing that got "fixed." King Austin also told me the clan was not a dictatorship.
Later I chose Phill as my soul guardian because he had helped me protect my profile. Jisper was set as my liege, because at that time he had been told that even a Blood Doll could be a liege. Kimmie, who I had been hearing less and less from IMed Jisper asking why I had chosen Phill over her. Jisper told her it was my choice and she expressed dissapointment.
Later that day day, then, Princess Mirit sent out a notice stating that it was the choice of the initiate who their liege and soul guardian are, basically backing up what was in the covenant that had helped me decide on The Damned Sinners above other clans I had looked at.
The next day, Princess Frey sent out a notice of her own stating that the person who brings in the initiate and works for them is to be their soul guardian and liege. In my case Jisper had been the one to work to get me, certainly not Kimmie, but being a Blood Doll he couldn't take my soul.
Not long after that a decision was made that Blood Dolls could not be lieges even to other Blood Dolls, but was told that if he became a Vampire that he could keep me. This upset Jisper a great deal and for the next few days he was just miserable. He was thinking about becoming a vampire, but did not want to be forced into it in this manner. He was depressed for days.
Monday June 1st, the day before my turning ceremony Queen Ronnie IMed me out of the blue because Jipser had spoken with Alonzo and Phill.
[16:28] ronnie17 Burnstein: i know i did it agine, but i need to deal with this is he with you
[16:29] Robin Sleydon: How so? Who, Jisper? Jisper is here. We are by the fire. Would you like a TP?
[16:31] ronnie17 Burnstein: yes pls
I teleported her to where Jisper, Christina and I were on the beach. She opened up her voice chat which Jisper can't hear. Then she IMed him. During and after the conversation Jisper was asking me in IM what was said over voice chat, because he could see the animation moving. I told him the truth repeatedly that she said nothing ove voice chat that it was static and her kid in the background. We went to ENSLAVED and there he gave me what she had told him in IM.
[16:31] Jisper Darkfold: My Queen, were you looking for me? I'm sorry I am upset by this.
[16:31] ronnie17 Burnstein: its ok. lets talk
[16:32] Jisper Darkfold: please.
[16:33] ronnie17 Burnstein: what about this upsets you hun
[16:33] Jisper Darkfold: The notice from the meeting. the fact that my Liege hadn't seen it. the changes about the Blood Dolls
[16:35] ronnie17 Burnstein: yes well you and your liege were invited to meeting and nothing will be dif as blood doll you are human so thigs are dif but its ok and as far as info you get it soon as possable
[16:35] Jisper Darkfold: I had rl work. I could not be at the meeting at all. So do I lose my minion?
[16:35] ronnie17 Burnstein: and thats fine this is how sl works. its hard to get everyone at once your welcome to go vamp if you want more to do in the clan we all like you here everything i do i do to better this clan. blooddolls dont have minions what do you mean
[16:37] Jisper Darkfold: Robin is my minion. I was told it was Ok long before I brough her in.
[16:39] ronnie17 Burnstein: ok look as bad as this sound s i am queen and i know how this works and you cant have miniond unless you are vamp someone guided you wrong. and sometimes things do change. and things have i am sorry your upset but you need to trust what i do is best for all
[16:40] Jisper Darkfold: So to keep her I must change all the way?
[16:41] ronnie17 Burnstein: yes are you put her under your liege. i will help you all you need sorry for the confusion. as a blooddoll you are not in the bloodline games there for things work dif that is bloodline not just our clan all
[16:45] Jisper Darkfold: She is listed on the website as my minion though, so I need to know exactly what is expected of me here.
[16:47] ronnie17 Burnstein: so are you sayen im not being truthful because yes you will see her but as the liege to minion line works it messes it up some clans dont even have bloodolls. as a blooddoll you are well lunch. lol and family
[16:47] Jisper Darkfold: No, I"m asking how to fix this
[16:48] ronnie17 Burnstein: well she goes under your liege and you do same as you have stust no minions unless you want to go vamp you would be a good vamp. so respectfuly except rules is all i ask
[16:50] Jisper Darkfold: Yes, my Queen. But it is difficult when the rules change in the middle of the game. What I was told has ended up being not what is. I want to fix this. I love this family
[16:51] ronnie17 Burnstein: ok then. would you like to go vamp so you can have minions and bite and collect souls and be in group are do you want to be a blooddoll? and jisper we love you as well and pls trust i only do what best for all
[16:53] Jisper Darkfold: I must speak with my liege. this impacts her too.
[16:53] ronnie17 Burnstein: kimmie
[16:53] Jisper Darkfold: Yes My Queen
[16:54] ronnie17 Burnstein: needs to speak with me also before yall go any further and yes you should but im top liege and it wont change anything
[16:55] Jisper Darkfold: It will change my decision, should she need me still as a feeder.
[16:56] ronnie17 Burnstein: i understand. you better you get it
[16:57] Jisper Darkfold: I understand perfectly. I don't think I like it all that much. but I do understand.
[16:58] ronnie17 Burnstein: well as a clan its better you should be happy about whats best for your clan and if you cant respect my rules then your in wrong clan
[16:59] Jisper Darkfold: Oh, yes. I do respect them.
[16:59] ronnie17 Burnstein: ok then be happy and do whats best for you. and if you need help come to me
[17:00] Jisper Darkfold: Yes My queen
[17:01] ronnie17 Burnstein: and jisper ty for your time hun
[17:01] Jisper Darkfold: Thank you for yours My Queen
[17:01] ronnie17 Burnstein: i really think you would prefer vampire role myself
[17:02] Jisper Darkfold: I will need to think long and hard about it.
[17:02] ronnie17 Burnstein: shur, and as bloodoll you are very needed also so think about it human are vamp ok
[17:03] Jisper Darkfold: Yes my queen
After this I realized how much we had been lied to. It was a dictatorship, and the covenant that helped me to decide on this clan was not worth the pixels it was made of. I had tried to play by the rules and the rules had failed, I was angry and that she had called my liege and every other Blood Doll "lunch" was more than I could stand after what they had put us through. Jisper and Christina begged me not to but I IMed the Queen who had gone offline.
[17:24] ronnie17 Burnstein is Offline
[17:26] Robin Sleydon: Kimmie may be leaving the clan, she asked Jisper if he would join her and I was offer the exhalted position as House Bitch by the charming Grimoire himself. I have been jumping throuhg one hoop after another, first with my profile and then with who I chose toguard my soul and after all this I am called Lunch. For a group that desipses slavery you sure have a funny way of showing it. I will be at Fairy's turning tonight but I may not be at my own tomorrow, I support my friends.
[17:30] Second Life: User not online - message will be stored and delivered later.
It wasn't long after the I was called in to see King Austin. I did not save the conversation that followed. King Austin Queen Ronnie Kimmie and Jisper were there. At first I tried to apologize and I remembering saying that what I had said I was responsible for and didn't want to get anybody else in trouble. Austin said nobody was in trouble. I blurted out the offer Grim had made. Much of the rest I don't remember, but King Austin stated that I had two choices, to either take Kimmie as my liege or leave the clan.
I stopped typing and trying to explain. I opened my inventory and got am LM prepared. I closed inventory and went into groups I switched my tag from damned Sinners to ToyTrix Trouble. I reopened inventory and made sure my LM was highlighted and I typed in local "I choose to leave." I was ejected before I could use the LM.
Fairies turning was posponed and I stayed away from the Sinners land though I kept in contact with some of the clan members. I started comming on at my RL lunch break trying to compose a letter of apology to Queen Ronnie. Alonzo invited me to come to the SIM for Fairy's turning. I did, hoping i wouldn't be noticed, very few people were there, and I stuck out.
The next day I found I had been banned from the SIM.
The day after that I completed a very simply apology to Ronnie and sent it, Alonzo also wrote to her stating that he had invited me to Fairys turning because I had promised her I would be there and the ban was lifted."
She straddles two worlds her soul literally belongs to Jisper but her heart belongs to her human Mistress Toy, her Demon Mistress Orkella, her dear friends Coco and Thelma and her Kittens Natalie and Lise and .of course, she cannot forget her snotty sis Stevie who always keeps her life interesting.
... More to come.
